So I have many H words to use and so many f bombs to go with them.
I really hate to say hate but there are some things I truly hate with a passion. People are one of the things I hate. Don't like 'em. I know it's gonna be some lonely times.
Honesty... I fucking hate honesty. It gets people into waaaay to much shit. I have come to find that I can not be honest with someone for the most part. Many people do not like the fact that when I am being honest I don't censor myself, and I won't sugar coat it. I will give you my opinion as best as I feel I can express it, and if the subject matter is just something that happens to strike a nerve, well thats your nerve not mine. I have been accused of being rude, cold hearted, insensitive, and all around bitch. Yep. That's me. I take responsibility for that. All of it. But I will not change who I am. I have given people another chance but recent encounters in my work life and personal life have led me to belive that I was right the first time. reading this you may say to your self what a horrible negative person... No not horrible at all. I have grown up, developed a moral compass and realized that I will not have a second chance at life ever. I do not have time for individuals who wouldnt have time for me unless there was something in it for them. I will not waste my breath talking to a brick wall, why bother right?
I have a mantra at work taped to my computer monitor and its been there since I started working there...
"when things go bad, don't go bad with them."
Another day.
Another time.
Sew Ducky Sew
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Monday, October 31, 2011
g, not so good.
I dont have many ideas for G.
Greed, Glutony, and thats all i could think of. I found something online about ghosts at www.crystallinks.com
BRIEF HISTORY OF GHOSTS ~ GHOSTS THROUGHOUT HISTORY
Babylonia
Belief in ghosts can be traced back as far as 2,000 B.C. This first record of a ghost comes from the Babylonian story The Epic of Gilgamesh, and is etched in clay tablets. The story tells of the the hero Gilgamesh and the ghost of his dead friend, Enkidu.
"And Nergal, accustomed to absurd orders, obeyed as soldiers do.
He freed Enkidu to speak once to kin
and showed Gilgamesh how to descend halfway
to Hell through the bowels of earth.
Enkidu's shadow rose slowly toward the living
and the brothers, tearful and weak,
tried to hug, tried to speak,
tried and failed to do anything but sob.
"Speak to me please, dear brother," whispered Gilgamesh.
"Tell me of death and where you are."
"Not willingly do I speak of death,"
said Enkidu in slow reply.
"But if you wish to sit for a brief
time, I will describe where I do stay."
"Yes," his brother said in early grief.
"All my skin and all my bones are dead now.
All my skin and all my bones are now dead.
"Oh no" cried Gilgamesh without relief.
"Oh no," sobbed one enclosed by grief.
I like that story.
It could be better if I cared right now. I cant say that I do. Have a happy Halloween people.
Another day another time
Sew Ducky Sew
Greed, Glutony, and thats all i could think of. I found something online about ghosts at www.crystallinks.com
BRIEF HISTORY OF GHOSTS ~ GHOSTS THROUGHOUT HISTORY
Babylonia
Belief in ghosts can be traced back as far as 2,000 B.C. This first record of a ghost comes from the Babylonian story The Epic of Gilgamesh, and is etched in clay tablets. The story tells of the the hero Gilgamesh and the ghost of his dead friend, Enkidu.
"And Nergal, accustomed to absurd orders, obeyed as soldiers do.
He freed Enkidu to speak once to kin
and showed Gilgamesh how to descend halfway
to Hell through the bowels of earth.
Enkidu's shadow rose slowly toward the living
and the brothers, tearful and weak,
tried to hug, tried to speak,
tried and failed to do anything but sob.
"Speak to me please, dear brother," whispered Gilgamesh.
"Tell me of death and where you are."
"Not willingly do I speak of death,"
said Enkidu in slow reply.
"But if you wish to sit for a brief
time, I will describe where I do stay."
"Yes," his brother said in early grief.
"All my skin and all my bones are dead now.
All my skin and all my bones are now dead.
"Oh no" cried Gilgamesh without relief.
"Oh no," sobbed one enclosed by grief.
I like that story.
It could be better if I cared right now. I cant say that I do. Have a happy Halloween people.
Another day another time
Sew Ducky Sew
Sunday, August 21, 2011
F is for FAMILY, F-bombs, FRIENDS, f-bombs, FANTASTIC SEWING.. oh yeah and F-bombs
So its been a lil bit since my last blog.. You know its bad when someone at work asks you when you are going to post again..
In this episode.... F- family, f-bombs, friends, f-bombs, fantastic sewing, oh yeah and f-bombs....
Lots of events that have been taking place lately. Birthday parties, welcome home parties and just the every day gathering of family. Last weekend was a tough busy one. First lil miss 3 Nunu had a fantastic spongebob themed party. That cake was the effn bomb btw. I think she liked her gift too.
Then it was little Miss 18 Andrea, who is almost all grown up. that girl has a good head on her shoulders and many people dont give her enough credit. But shes going to have to grow up some time. Right? I think about her growing up and going off to bigger and better things. I wonder if I can handle it as well as Paula... I dont know. My lil dude is my lil dude and as much as I want to lock him up in a little bubble I know there will be a time in life where I have to let go and let him live his own life. i just dont want it to come that soon!!!
This is what Drea got for her 18th.
I think that pertty much sums it up for the young lady. Shes gonna make mistakes along the way but I believe in her and shes going to make a lot of people very proud.
And then there is Alyssa.. this girl is trouble... no really.. she is. Haha I'm just kidding. She recently posted that she got a new kindle. I LOVE mine and I figured a lil kindle cover awesomeness was in order. I used the last bit of the polkadot whale fabric and it came out so bad ass.
Now August... Ohhh man... I could get into alot of trouble talkin about ma ma August. lol. I love her so much. This monks bag was a request that got put aside, and FINALLY got finished. I know I'm bad. But the pics really do not do the colors any justice.
Oh and there is Butt... This is for her. I know I am no applique wizzard but I gave it a shot.
Oh I couldnt forget my self. How dare I. I made something for myself kinda like dreas but this is for the Duck.
Work has been work, and i think it is making me just a little bit crazy. I'm doubting it all now. But better things right?
So that past couple weeks have been busy.. Teddys head got reattached, the snakes will have bellies sewn up soon. I am thankful for the people around me who love and support me every step of the way. You inspire awesomeness and I wouldnt trade the time we have had together for anything.
Okay not really so many f-bombs... weird...HAHA
Another day
another time
Sew Ducky Sew
In this episode.... F- family, f-bombs, friends, f-bombs, fantastic sewing, oh yeah and f-bombs....
Lots of events that have been taking place lately. Birthday parties, welcome home parties and just the every day gathering of family. Last weekend was a tough busy one. First lil miss 3 Nunu had a fantastic spongebob themed party. That cake was the effn bomb btw. I think she liked her gift too.
Then it was little Miss 18 Andrea, who is almost all grown up. that girl has a good head on her shoulders and many people dont give her enough credit. But shes going to have to grow up some time. Right? I think about her growing up and going off to bigger and better things. I wonder if I can handle it as well as Paula... I dont know. My lil dude is my lil dude and as much as I want to lock him up in a little bubble I know there will be a time in life where I have to let go and let him live his own life. i just dont want it to come that soon!!!
This is what Drea got for her 18th.
I think that pertty much sums it up for the young lady. Shes gonna make mistakes along the way but I believe in her and shes going to make a lot of people very proud.
And then there is Alyssa.. this girl is trouble... no really.. she is. Haha I'm just kidding. She recently posted that she got a new kindle. I LOVE mine and I figured a lil kindle cover awesomeness was in order. I used the last bit of the polkadot whale fabric and it came out so bad ass.
Now August... Ohhh man... I could get into alot of trouble talkin about ma ma August. lol. I love her so much. This monks bag was a request that got put aside, and FINALLY got finished. I know I'm bad. But the pics really do not do the colors any justice.
Oh and there is Butt... This is for her. I know I am no applique wizzard but I gave it a shot.
Oh I couldnt forget my self. How dare I. I made something for myself kinda like dreas but this is for the Duck.
Work has been work, and i think it is making me just a little bit crazy. I'm doubting it all now. But better things right?
So that past couple weeks have been busy.. Teddys head got reattached, the snakes will have bellies sewn up soon. I am thankful for the people around me who love and support me every step of the way. You inspire awesomeness and I wouldnt trade the time we have had together for anything.
Okay not really so many f-bombs... weird...HAHA
Another day
another time
Sew Ducky Sew
Sunday, July 10, 2011
E is for EXPLODE!
E is for EXPLODE!
When the weight of the world crushes your soul and you realize that no matter how hard you try and struggle you will never amount to anything... Your heart wants to explode and crumble to a million pieces. You see the injustice of the world and it hurts to bad to think about it because no matter what you can not do anything to make it right. Some days you wake up and want to go right back to sleep before you open your eyes. Just put your blinders on and try not to let your emotions get involved. Your insides will combust if you do. Slap that pretty smile accross your face. Don't lose your cool you just might detonate and let everyone know what you really think.
Another day, another time.
Sew Ducky Sew
When the weight of the world crushes your soul and you realize that no matter how hard you try and struggle you will never amount to anything... Your heart wants to explode and crumble to a million pieces. You see the injustice of the world and it hurts to bad to think about it because no matter what you can not do anything to make it right. Some days you wake up and want to go right back to sleep before you open your eyes. Just put your blinders on and try not to let your emotions get involved. Your insides will combust if you do. Slap that pretty smile accross your face. Don't lose your cool you just might detonate and let everyone know what you really think.
Another day, another time.
Sew Ducky Sew
Thursday, June 16, 2011
D is for Damian & Danny
How could I resist? My guys. My loves.
I wouldn't have one without the other. It was a few years back when I got a message on a social networking site that no one even uses any more. When I saw the guy in the picture I thought he was pretty cute. At that point in time I didnt really want any kind of relationship except a friendship. A horrible relationship experience had me purty ticked off with the oposite sex in general. I was working some jacked up hours and coming home late. Usually I would come home and just chat with friends (the few still awake). I said hey what the hell I'll be nice and say hello back. We got to talking and I could tell he wasnt a douche bag, he was smart, funny and he didnt make me wanna slap him through a screen. After a while of chatting every night when I got out of work, he suggested that we meet. .... now before you say anything, shut the front door and read on..... I was worried. I thought about it for a while and said yes. We agreed on Starbucks. I told a fried where I was and to call me at 10 to make sure I was okay. I got there early like 20 mins early. I sat in my car watching every car and person go by. I was about to leave. My nerves were frayed and my stomach was churning. I saw him pull up and my flight or fight reflex was leadin me more towards the RUN AWAY LIKE A CHICKEN move. I waited and waited. He stood there in the rain and waited and waited. I couldnt pass up this chance to possibly meet a great person. We got our tea and sat in a corner away from everyone. The people and sounds around us were a blur and I could only see him. He was pullin on my heart strings telling me the lamest jokes and making me feel like I never did. Time apparently flew because when I last looked at the clock when we went in it was close to 8. Now it was closing time and they were starting to clean up, and I never heard my phone ring. We didnt get their hint till they locked the door. It wasnt raining when we walked out, so we stood in the parking lot talking some more. Another look at the clock and it was WAAAAY past 3am. We both had to work the next day. I wasnt expecting him to kiss me but when he did oh my! I turned to jelly. He had to catch me before my face met the pavement. Yes. Yes, he saved my face. Danny helped me to the car and kissed me again. All I remember from my drive home was the goofy smile thats still plastered across my face.
Please dont get me wrong our relationship moved fast and within 3 months we were living together. If this was anyone else in this situation you better fuckin believe I would be bitching till my gums bled about this. Like Danny says, "funny what a little desperation and some faith will do." We were together for a while when we had a talk that I dreaded having with most people. When I was young I was told that I wouldnt be able to have children due to medical stuff. I had to explain to him how it had made me the way I was. I had come to terms about always being tia, or auntie duck. I love kids, I just couldnt have any of my own. I was so ashamed to look at him because I knew he did want children. I saw my self getting old with him and I wanted to have his babies. I felt like a sad sorry excuse for a woman. Danny took it way better than I thought he would. He surprised me. He gave me a huge hug and a kiss and told me "that it will happen when its ment to happen." I always wanted to kick him when he told me that but I knew he was right.
Fastforward to September 2008, we moved into a new apartment. Things were going well. I wasnt feeling like my self though. Finally after saying outloud... "mmm I want a hamburger" and "ohh Taco bell sounds good" I went to go get a pregnancy test. I went early that morning to get the test and when the nurse told me that I was knocked up I asked her if she would do it again to double check. lol. I wasnt joking. It was positive again. I cried on my drive home. Danny was still in bed when I came in and started jumping on the bed. I couldn't contain my excitement. I cried, a lot. My little Peanut got his first picture taken when he was about 3 n a half months old. He looked like a little peanut. And we didnt know if it was a he or a she so Peanut worked. Peanut even went to a concert. He didnt sleep at all that day, and he had his feet up in my ribs. Once the music started playing he went to sleep. As soon as we left the concert and there wasnt any more music his feet were back to causing great pain. Plus those random punches to my bladder didnt help.
This little boy is way to smart for his own good. He says please and thank you and he says hes sorry when he did something he shouldnt have. The only sucky part about that is you cant be mad at him because hes way to cute. Damian Cain has the sweetest smile ever. He has his daddies eyebrows and hair line. His papi's dorkie sense of humor and TRUST me the weird runs strong is this one. Hes only two and he has ocd. No open doors, no rolled up sleves,no cuffed pants, no dirty hands, if something is out of place he throws a fit until its back where he would like it to be. He loves it when you read to him. His trusty Bunny, pillow and poochie are usually close by and how dare you ask him to go to sleep without all his hommies... Cow, duck, quack, monkey, cookie, elmo, sheep, rabbit, purple rabbit. You may be saying damn kid why so much? I dunno I wanna know why too. Oh and btw there is a HUGE difference between Bunny and Rabbit. Rabbit is just a rabbit, big ears, fluffy tail and could be lived without. Bunny on the other hand is an easter pastel blue soft plush, he has big ears and a fluffy tail but something about it makes it BUNNY. Bunny stinks like Poochie and Pillow. Why? Little boy chews on him or drools all over when he sleeps. He is so much like his father. In so many ways it drives me kinda crazy. I love my little pain in the ass and the big pain in the ass. They are the best. <3 "its funny what a little desperation and some faith will do." -- Daniel Urias
Another day another time
Sew Ducky Sew
I wouldn't have one without the other. It was a few years back when I got a message on a social networking site that no one even uses any more. When I saw the guy in the picture I thought he was pretty cute. At that point in time I didnt really want any kind of relationship except a friendship. A horrible relationship experience had me purty ticked off with the oposite sex in general. I was working some jacked up hours and coming home late. Usually I would come home and just chat with friends (the few still awake). I said hey what the hell I'll be nice and say hello back. We got to talking and I could tell he wasnt a douche bag, he was smart, funny and he didnt make me wanna slap him through a screen. After a while of chatting every night when I got out of work, he suggested that we meet. .... now before you say anything, shut the front door and read on..... I was worried. I thought about it for a while and said yes. We agreed on Starbucks. I told a fried where I was and to call me at 10 to make sure I was okay. I got there early like 20 mins early. I sat in my car watching every car and person go by. I was about to leave. My nerves were frayed and my stomach was churning. I saw him pull up and my flight or fight reflex was leadin me more towards the RUN AWAY LIKE A CHICKEN move. I waited and waited. He stood there in the rain and waited and waited. I couldnt pass up this chance to possibly meet a great person. We got our tea and sat in a corner away from everyone. The people and sounds around us were a blur and I could only see him. He was pullin on my heart strings telling me the lamest jokes and making me feel like I never did. Time apparently flew because when I last looked at the clock when we went in it was close to 8. Now it was closing time and they were starting to clean up, and I never heard my phone ring. We didnt get their hint till they locked the door. It wasnt raining when we walked out, so we stood in the parking lot talking some more. Another look at the clock and it was WAAAAY past 3am. We both had to work the next day. I wasnt expecting him to kiss me but when he did oh my! I turned to jelly. He had to catch me before my face met the pavement. Yes. Yes, he saved my face. Danny helped me to the car and kissed me again. All I remember from my drive home was the goofy smile thats still plastered across my face.
Please dont get me wrong our relationship moved fast and within 3 months we were living together. If this was anyone else in this situation you better fuckin believe I would be bitching till my gums bled about this. Like Danny says, "funny what a little desperation and some faith will do." We were together for a while when we had a talk that I dreaded having with most people. When I was young I was told that I wouldnt be able to have children due to medical stuff. I had to explain to him how it had made me the way I was. I had come to terms about always being tia, or auntie duck. I love kids, I just couldnt have any of my own. I was so ashamed to look at him because I knew he did want children. I saw my self getting old with him and I wanted to have his babies. I felt like a sad sorry excuse for a woman. Danny took it way better than I thought he would. He surprised me. He gave me a huge hug and a kiss and told me "that it will happen when its ment to happen." I always wanted to kick him when he told me that but I knew he was right.
Fastforward to September 2008, we moved into a new apartment. Things were going well. I wasnt feeling like my self though. Finally after saying outloud... "mmm I want a hamburger" and "ohh Taco bell sounds good" I went to go get a pregnancy test. I went early that morning to get the test and when the nurse told me that I was knocked up I asked her if she would do it again to double check. lol. I wasnt joking. It was positive again. I cried on my drive home. Danny was still in bed when I came in and started jumping on the bed. I couldn't contain my excitement. I cried, a lot. My little Peanut got his first picture taken when he was about 3 n a half months old. He looked like a little peanut. And we didnt know if it was a he or a she so Peanut worked. Peanut even went to a concert. He didnt sleep at all that day, and he had his feet up in my ribs. Once the music started playing he went to sleep. As soon as we left the concert and there wasnt any more music his feet were back to causing great pain. Plus those random punches to my bladder didnt help.
This little boy is way to smart for his own good. He says please and thank you and he says hes sorry when he did something he shouldnt have. The only sucky part about that is you cant be mad at him because hes way to cute. Damian Cain has the sweetest smile ever. He has his daddies eyebrows and hair line. His papi's dorkie sense of humor and TRUST me the weird runs strong is this one. Hes only two and he has ocd. No open doors, no rolled up sleves,no cuffed pants, no dirty hands, if something is out of place he throws a fit until its back where he would like it to be. He loves it when you read to him. His trusty Bunny, pillow and poochie are usually close by and how dare you ask him to go to sleep without all his hommies... Cow, duck, quack, monkey, cookie, elmo, sheep, rabbit, purple rabbit. You may be saying damn kid why so much? I dunno I wanna know why too. Oh and btw there is a HUGE difference between Bunny and Rabbit. Rabbit is just a rabbit, big ears, fluffy tail and could be lived without. Bunny on the other hand is an easter pastel blue soft plush, he has big ears and a fluffy tail but something about it makes it BUNNY. Bunny stinks like Poochie and Pillow. Why? Little boy chews on him or drools all over when he sleeps. He is so much like his father. In so many ways it drives me kinda crazy. I love my little pain in the ass and the big pain in the ass. They are the best. <3 "its funny what a little desperation and some faith will do." -- Daniel Urias
Another day another time
Sew Ducky Sew
Saturday, June 11, 2011
C is for Caca
Yes it has been a while...
Today C is for Caca. For those of you who dont know Caca, she one of my besties. I love this girl. Not to long ago we celebrated her 18th birthday. BTW no it wasnt the 18th but I'll be kind.
I dont know if I had to pick a dark alley or pissed off beka i'd pick the dark alley. I love this girl but piss her off and she will show you BITCH, and I mean bitch to the 10th power x 11teen. Yeah I had to make up numbers just to prove a point. I'm just kidding Beka is a sweetie. Just dont piss her off.
My relationship with Caca started out in highschool. I must admit when I saw Caca for the first time in Ms. Bradley's class I asked Dee. "who the hell is that chick with the Sunkist shirt!?" "its Beka, she just moved back from cali" "wow shes hot" and yes Beka is hot. I wasnt going to go over and say hey beka your hot.. na... Not my style. We didnt hang out. Infact, she was seeing J-sin and so was I. We didnt know about it. Anyway when some not so cool people wanted us to fight, after the ugly the truth came out. And after hearing all the crap talking that Beka is gonna kick my ass this that and the third. I went to J-sins house and that night we were suppose to fight but we didnt. We sat down and we were adults. We rolled a joint and had it out. Come to light neither of us knew about the other at the time all that happened. She wasnt saying all those things it was those not so nice people who were trying to play devils advocate. We smoked and talked and smoked some more. Once we had it all out we have been great friends since. Im not kidding. One of the best. I remember all those crazy awesome super fan-fukin-tastical nights on Rosencrans. We'll all have those memories for evers and evers.
Thats my Caca.
Today C is for Caca. For those of you who dont know Caca, she one of my besties. I love this girl. Not to long ago we celebrated her 18th birthday. BTW no it wasnt the 18th but I'll be kind.
I dont know if I had to pick a dark alley or pissed off beka i'd pick the dark alley. I love this girl but piss her off and she will show you BITCH, and I mean bitch to the 10th power x 11teen. Yeah I had to make up numbers just to prove a point. I'm just kidding Beka is a sweetie. Just dont piss her off.
My relationship with Caca started out in highschool. I must admit when I saw Caca for the first time in Ms. Bradley's class I asked Dee. "who the hell is that chick with the Sunkist shirt!?" "its Beka, she just moved back from cali" "wow shes hot" and yes Beka is hot. I wasnt going to go over and say hey beka your hot.. na... Not my style. We didnt hang out. Infact, she was seeing J-sin and so was I. We didnt know about it. Anyway when some not so cool people wanted us to fight, after the ugly the truth came out. And after hearing all the crap talking that Beka is gonna kick my ass this that and the third. I went to J-sins house and that night we were suppose to fight but we didnt. We sat down and we were adults. We rolled a joint and had it out. Come to light neither of us knew about the other at the time all that happened. She wasnt saying all those things it was those not so nice people who were trying to play devils advocate. We smoked and talked and smoked some more. Once we had it all out we have been great friends since. Im not kidding. One of the best. I remember all those crazy awesome super fan-fukin-tastical nights on Rosencrans. We'll all have those memories for evers and evers.
Thats my Caca.
Monday, May 2, 2011
B is for Bruno
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I would like to take a moment to introduce you to BRUNO. He was my man before my man. He has saved my life more than once This dog is a true hommie to the end. Bruno found me at a very clear turning point in my life. I was moving into a new home, when I got a call from my sis. She told me to be careful, there was this big mean pitbull looking dog around my house. We were gonna be neigbors. So I told her no to worry. I'll be fine. I pulled up and I saw this scrawny, and I mean bag of bones kinda dog. You could see he was still a puppy but he had already seen the cruleity that humans posess. He looked unsure and like he wanted to bite me. I didnt let him scare me because lets face it he could barely hold his ass up. All I said was "come here." He slowly walked towars my outsrretched hand and sniffed for a moment, when he felt like I was an okay person he put his head in my lap and its been LOVE ever since. Bruno has his ears clipped and dont think I am that crule bastard who did such a thing. It looks like they were cut with scissors. He apparently had been neutered and not in the correct way. His balls were HUGE, and infected. It took 3 of my fantastic friends to hold him down while I extracted the string and yes it was string from his balls. after that contaminated crap was out of there the swelling went down. it took a while for the infection to clear but he was already on his way to being a spoiled bastard. Bruno has peed on cops, saved me from a would be attacker, kept me from hurtin my self in a way that I now kick my self for thinking about. Bruno is my Home slice, hes the original. I dont know what is going to happen when I loose my pup. He's only 6 but you cant tell. Hes gonna be a pup till the day hes gone. He loves his Damian, especially when the lil dude has food. When I got knocked up I was WORRIED about how the Bru would take it. He took it well I think. He was very protective and since lil man has been around hes more on top of being a gaurd dog. LMFAO!!!!! Okay anyone who really knows Bruno knows that he SUCKS at being a gaurd dog, almost. He knows whos good and who to give the teeth too. Thats my Bruno. <3
Another day Another time
Sew Ducky Sew
Saturday, April 30, 2011
A is for Astrology
Our letter for today is A.
Astrology
You know people can map out your entire life by this stuff. According to most astrological compatibility charts Daniel and my self are not ment to be. Hell we are pretty much total opposites. I'm glad that doesnt hold power over everything in our lives. Our signs may say we arent compatible but no one knows me or loves me like my NumNums <3
Aquarius: good commnication skills, original and talented with the aquarian sense of dramatics. Someone who takes pride in your work but you do not like to be subserviant to others. Posessing a stong need for love and affection, you feel that relationships are very important. A natural rebel and also a humanitarian, you are willing to fight for the rights of others. Generous and broad-minded you have a universal prespective that can help lead others. At times you can be detached and unemotional.
Cancer: Charismatic and sociable, you have a flair for people and can make friends easily. With your insight, intuitive intellect and a strong sense of justive, you speak your mind and often have strong convictions. doubt and fustration may pull you away from concentrating on your positive goals. By enduring you can fortify your will power. This will ensure that you will not be controled by circumstances but rather control them. Cancer makes a loyal and reliable friend with your natural charm you often are popular with friends.
Thats what my astrology book says about each of our birthdays... another book I have says:
Aquarius other than the fact that you are both human beings cancer has no qualities compatible with your own. Aquarians thrive on freedom and independence. Intiellignet and airy you seek a partner with a progressive cerebral touch. The only thing that you will get is a big dose of affection. Its safe to say that the Aquarius and Cancers wont be exploring the universe together, but you like them around, expecially if you have problems to solve.
Wow I seem like a total bitch.. Well bitchier than what I am. My astrological sign does have a hold on me but I try not to let it control my life and every aspect of what we do. I'm glad that this cold hearted Aquarian was found by a loving and affectionate Crab. Even though he may act like a crab I still love him. Waterbarer and Crab equals one cute little Bull. And trust me he's such a handsome stubborn little boy.
Were all complex people but I'm glad he found me when he did. The stars were in the right place that night we met at starbucks. hahaha.
Another day, another time
Sew Ducky Sew
Astrology
You know people can map out your entire life by this stuff. According to most astrological compatibility charts Daniel and my self are not ment to be. Hell we are pretty much total opposites. I'm glad that doesnt hold power over everything in our lives. Our signs may say we arent compatible but no one knows me or loves me like my NumNums <3
Aquarius: good commnication skills, original and talented with the aquarian sense of dramatics. Someone who takes pride in your work but you do not like to be subserviant to others. Posessing a stong need for love and affection, you feel that relationships are very important. A natural rebel and also a humanitarian, you are willing to fight for the rights of others. Generous and broad-minded you have a universal prespective that can help lead others. At times you can be detached and unemotional.
Cancer: Charismatic and sociable, you have a flair for people and can make friends easily. With your insight, intuitive intellect and a strong sense of justive, you speak your mind and often have strong convictions. doubt and fustration may pull you away from concentrating on your positive goals. By enduring you can fortify your will power. This will ensure that you will not be controled by circumstances but rather control them. Cancer makes a loyal and reliable friend with your natural charm you often are popular with friends.
Thats what my astrology book says about each of our birthdays... another book I have says:
Aquarius other than the fact that you are both human beings cancer has no qualities compatible with your own. Aquarians thrive on freedom and independence. Intiellignet and airy you seek a partner with a progressive cerebral touch. The only thing that you will get is a big dose of affection. Its safe to say that the Aquarius and Cancers wont be exploring the universe together, but you like them around, expecially if you have problems to solve.
Wow I seem like a total bitch.. Well bitchier than what I am. My astrological sign does have a hold on me but I try not to let it control my life and every aspect of what we do. I'm glad that this cold hearted Aquarian was found by a loving and affectionate Crab. Even though he may act like a crab I still love him. Waterbarer and Crab equals one cute little Bull. And trust me he's such a handsome stubborn little boy.
Were all complex people but I'm glad he found me when he did. The stars were in the right place that night we met at starbucks. hahaha.
Another day, another time
Sew Ducky Sew
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
no really get to it...
Sasuage fingers = lack of sewing. =(
Fat sasuage fingers that get all red and they feel like they are going to rip open. I have not taken medication lately, I feel yuck when I do. The meds really mess with me. I am going to try and be a good Duck and take care of business.
I was thinking about it and I was gonna follow Caca's A-Z Blog challenge thing. I came up with some pretty messed up ones and for those of you who know me yes there will be LOTS of bad words sprinkled in there. What I can't say at work I do express as soon as I walk out the door.
Life has been good to us. We have just had a dark cloud over our heads. We had a fantastic easter. Got to spend it with family and friends. I'm glad we had the chance to all hang out. You can tell our kids are going to get along just fine once they figure out the order. lol Yeah they have a pack mentality. I have a feeling Lee is gonna be the ring leader up untill Damian can form complete sentances and get the others to do his bidding. Ahhhhh this is gonna be fun. I'm waiting for the day that Dee, Caca, and my self get called to the principals office..
Another day, another time.
Sew Ducky Sew (no really, get to it) -_-
Fat sasuage fingers that get all red and they feel like they are going to rip open. I have not taken medication lately, I feel yuck when I do. The meds really mess with me. I am going to try and be a good Duck and take care of business.
I was thinking about it and I was gonna follow Caca's A-Z Blog challenge thing. I came up with some pretty messed up ones and for those of you who know me yes there will be LOTS of bad words sprinkled in there. What I can't say at work I do express as soon as I walk out the door.
Life has been good to us. We have just had a dark cloud over our heads. We had a fantastic easter. Got to spend it with family and friends. I'm glad we had the chance to all hang out. You can tell our kids are going to get along just fine once they figure out the order. lol Yeah they have a pack mentality. I have a feeling Lee is gonna be the ring leader up untill Damian can form complete sentances and get the others to do his bidding. Ahhhhh this is gonna be fun. I'm waiting for the day that Dee, Caca, and my self get called to the principals office..
Another day, another time.
Sew Ducky Sew (no really, get to it) -_-
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
CHEESE AND FREAKIN CRACKERS!!!
First of all I have to issue a public appology to those people who have requested bags. I have not had the opportunity to complete them. I have many issues with my hands lately and I have slacked it in the sewing. I will restart as soon as the swelling subsides..
Now thats out of the way... HOLY Cheese and freakin crackers! I have not kept up with the bloggy thinger ma bobber here and I've slacked it there too. I did get the mobile blogger app though. =) I should use that more often. I dont know might overload it. If I seem to ramble and get off track ignore it. You should know me well enough that on track was never an option. I have lots to cover, dunno if I will be getting this all out today or this will be multiple. hrrrmmm.
Well on the work front there is cause for celebration. I guess. More responsibility = people watching. I hate that feeling. I know when they monitor me, it urks me then too. What really fustrates me is when someone is sitting behind me plugged in to my phone. Especially when its Fernie. I love my boss (not like that but) hes awesome. It bugs me and he knows it so he will relish sitting with me, he says hes trying to make me sweat. FUSTRATED! He made me want to smack that smug look off his face when he said he gets paid to do that.. ARGH! I cant say its all bad. Since hes become my supervisor I really havent had migranes at work, a few here and there nothing huge. My blood pressure is no where near what it was before. Plus this dude is trying to get me promoted, its still in the works but I am hoping that my hard work has paid off. He knows what I can do and how much damage I can do.. not really damage but damage control.
SOOO another nerve study scheduled.. This is not going to be fun. I hated the bruses after. I will have to take the truck that day. No way that I can drive my Duckmobile after that. The last time is still burned in to the mental file that says "dont wanna do again". Thinking about it I feel the pain and I feel those bruses already. The doctor loaded me up with meds and new braces. I use the plural now because I am suppose to wear both when I go to sleep, when I work, and when ever else it hurts... Yeah go figure. I hate it at night that when I lay down all I feel are little pins and needles. Kinda like what I feel now... Oh this wasnt all written at once. This took multiple moments of peace strung together before it all escaped me.
Damn Easter too. Oh crap... I got baskets for all the kids attending the easter celebration at Master Caca's casa. Caca for those of you who dont know yet is BEKA. My son cant say Rebecca or Beka so its Caca. I asked him on Saturday if he wanted to go see Beka because we had a mini trip to Sallys to get hair stuff planned. When I said baby do you want to go see Beka he tells me in a very soft sweet voice that makes me wanna squish his face "Yeah." I told him okay to sit up on the couch for shoes and when I came out of his room he looked at me and screamed at the top of his lungs... "I GO CACA!!!!" Oh yeah.. Thats my boy. He will never be allowed to call Beka anything but Caca for the rest of his life... that is a Command handed down from Beka.
Another thing on the agenda is AVON! Yeah I bet Caca was reading this and waiting for it... Say it, go for it.... I KNEW IT. Thats right. I was sick of not having a consistant AVON lady. So I am the AVON lady. If you want a book drop me a line. Take a look at the online store. www.youravon.com/ducky
Okay I'm done. More eventually.
In the mean time
Another day, another time
Sew Ducky Sew
Now thats out of the way... HOLY Cheese and freakin crackers! I have not kept up with the bloggy thinger ma bobber here and I've slacked it there too. I did get the mobile blogger app though. =) I should use that more often. I dont know might overload it. If I seem to ramble and get off track ignore it. You should know me well enough that on track was never an option. I have lots to cover, dunno if I will be getting this all out today or this will be multiple. hrrrmmm.
Well on the work front there is cause for celebration. I guess. More responsibility = people watching. I hate that feeling. I know when they monitor me, it urks me then too. What really fustrates me is when someone is sitting behind me plugged in to my phone. Especially when its Fernie. I love my boss (not like that but) hes awesome. It bugs me and he knows it so he will relish sitting with me, he says hes trying to make me sweat. FUSTRATED! He made me want to smack that smug look off his face when he said he gets paid to do that.. ARGH! I cant say its all bad. Since hes become my supervisor I really havent had migranes at work, a few here and there nothing huge. My blood pressure is no where near what it was before. Plus this dude is trying to get me promoted, its still in the works but I am hoping that my hard work has paid off. He knows what I can do and how much damage I can do.. not really damage but damage control.
SOOO another nerve study scheduled.. This is not going to be fun. I hated the bruses after. I will have to take the truck that day. No way that I can drive my Duckmobile after that. The last time is still burned in to the mental file that says "dont wanna do again". Thinking about it I feel the pain and I feel those bruses already. The doctor loaded me up with meds and new braces. I use the plural now because I am suppose to wear both when I go to sleep, when I work, and when ever else it hurts... Yeah go figure. I hate it at night that when I lay down all I feel are little pins and needles. Kinda like what I feel now... Oh this wasnt all written at once. This took multiple moments of peace strung together before it all escaped me.
Damn Easter too. Oh crap... I got baskets for all the kids attending the easter celebration at Master Caca's casa. Caca for those of you who dont know yet is BEKA. My son cant say Rebecca or Beka so its Caca. I asked him on Saturday if he wanted to go see Beka because we had a mini trip to Sallys to get hair stuff planned. When I said baby do you want to go see Beka he tells me in a very soft sweet voice that makes me wanna squish his face "Yeah." I told him okay to sit up on the couch for shoes and when I came out of his room he looked at me and screamed at the top of his lungs... "I GO CACA!!!!" Oh yeah.. Thats my boy. He will never be allowed to call Beka anything but Caca for the rest of his life... that is a Command handed down from Beka.
Another thing on the agenda is AVON! Yeah I bet Caca was reading this and waiting for it... Say it, go for it.... I KNEW IT. Thats right. I was sick of not having a consistant AVON lady. So I am the AVON lady. If you want a book drop me a line. Take a look at the online store. www.youravon.com/ducky
Okay I'm done. More eventually.
In the mean time
Another day, another time
Sew Ducky Sew
Thursday, March 17, 2011
HOLY CRAP AND FREAKING CRACKERS!
It was one of those days at work where I wanted to stand up and start screaming at EVERYONE. I am so fustrated that I started to break out. But when I pulled in my driveway and my little guy is standing on the poarch with his big goofy grin yelling "MOMMIE!" my day at work totally faded in the background.
I do have some requests for bags. The lap top bag I havent started and another purse. I have till the 1st to get them done so I'm going to see if My love will help me cut fabric tomorrow night so I can get started when Damian takes a nap on Sat. My hands have still been hurting and I've been fairly medicated. Even typing this short blog is taking forever. I had so much more to say but there will be another day to bitch.
Another day, Another time
Sew Ducky Sew
It was one of those days at work where I wanted to stand up and start screaming at EVERYONE. I am so fustrated that I started to break out. But when I pulled in my driveway and my little guy is standing on the poarch with his big goofy grin yelling "MOMMIE!" my day at work totally faded in the background.
I do have some requests for bags. The lap top bag I havent started and another purse. I have till the 1st to get them done so I'm going to see if My love will help me cut fabric tomorrow night so I can get started when Damian takes a nap on Sat. My hands have still been hurting and I've been fairly medicated. Even typing this short blog is taking forever. I had so much more to say but there will be another day to bitch.
Another day, Another time
Sew Ducky Sew
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Good morning. I havent posted in a few days. My hands have been killing me. Work has been work and well sewing has been fun. I'm glad I have Danny to help me cut fabric. I know he will help me when I need it.
I have an idea for another bag this time a laptop bag/ messenger. Sandy a friend from work wanted one. I recently made a bag for work. Like I've told them before I dont always have money to contribute to fund raisers. I will however gladly use my time to create something that they can rafel off. I never know when I may be in a situation where I might need help in that way. I have mixed feelings about work, mostly the people. what the hell am I talking about? Its Saturday. I have a little boy sitting on my lap, babbling gibberish, trying to wrap him self up in my bath robe like its a blanket. I LOVE moments like these where he is being so sweet. Oh great here come the crazy butt burps.He is his fathers son.
I have to start getting us ready soon. I have to make a trip into el paso and hit up Sallys. I need some hair bleach and also some more purple. Then its home to bake some birthday brownies for my friend Daniel. Later this evening we are going to spend some time with Dannys friends. Danny is at work today so its just me and squirt. Its gonna be a good day. =)
Another Day, another time.
Sew Ducky Sew
I have an idea for another bag this time a laptop bag/ messenger. Sandy a friend from work wanted one. I recently made a bag for work. Like I've told them before I dont always have money to contribute to fund raisers. I will however gladly use my time to create something that they can rafel off. I never know when I may be in a situation where I might need help in that way. I have mixed feelings about work, mostly the people. what the hell am I talking about? Its Saturday. I have a little boy sitting on my lap, babbling gibberish, trying to wrap him self up in my bath robe like its a blanket. I LOVE moments like these where he is being so sweet. Oh great here come the crazy butt burps.He is his fathers son.
I have to start getting us ready soon. I have to make a trip into el paso and hit up Sallys. I need some hair bleach and also some more purple. Then its home to bake some birthday brownies for my friend Daniel. Later this evening we are going to spend some time with Dannys friends. Danny is at work today so its just me and squirt. Its gonna be a good day. =)
Another Day, another time.
Sew Ducky Sew
Sunday, March 6, 2011
First of all I have to say no matter what I am going to stand up for what I believe in even if it doesnt agree with you. If you are going to give me dirty looks for my kid thrown a public temper tantrum then you need to be punched in the face. Maybe the punch will help that ugly fuckin look of yours. We were at Village Inn having lunch and Damian was upset because I took the sour cream off of his plate. He decided to stick his hands in it then wipe it across his shirt. A little boy wasnt too happy about that and started to cry. Just as he started to cry a family was seated behind him. The man of that ugly parade gave me a nasty look and I said LOUD enough for other people around me to hear that hes a kid and hes going to cry and if they didnt want to hear a crying baby then they could have stayed home. Our server was one of our friends and whenhe came to check on us the family of ugly requested to change tables. I'm glad because I had a whole bag full of ugly insults for them. I can understand that hearing a kid cry is not totally fuckin awesome to hear when youre trying to enjoy a meal but dont get all hurt because I am not going to rush my kid off to the car or to the bathroom and just exaserbate the situation. NO FUCKIN THANK YOU. I dont care when my child throws a public temper tantrum, in just a few short years hes going to be a teenager and I will seek mommie revenge then. I am going to embarrass the crap outta him in public. And when he asks me "mom why do you always have to embarrass me like that?" my response is going to be "OH well, ger over it. This is payback. Don't like it? sucks to be you."
Sorry I had to get that off my chest. People like that really irritate me.
Good news. I have finished Squeakies blanket. And my Purse.
I have to go back and fix the purse but basically done.
Another day, another time
Sew Ducky Sew
Sorry I had to get that off my chest. People like that really irritate me.
Good news. I have finished Squeakies blanket. And my Purse.
I have to go back and fix the purse but basically done.
Another day, another time
Sew Ducky Sew
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Picking fights, not as fun as picking your nose.
Sometimes I wish that I could just punch my sister in the face. She better be glad shes not in this state or I'd have to take a drive to pull that stick out of her ass. First of all before I start talking shit let me explain our relationship. We have never really gotten along. I think the only time that we got along was like in highschool. Since she has married Tonay and split that stick that was minorly lodged in her ass has crept up a lil higher. Its always a fight when they come into town and I can say that its her starting it. Just like she told me last year and the year before that. "were only going to be in town for a few days so i dont know if were going to be able to see everybody..oh and btw if you want to visit with me then you have to go to moms house, I'm not going to yours.." And sister if youre reading this YES THAT IS WHAT YOU SAID. Bitch. I was really upset when she told me that a few years back. She didnt even want to see my home where we lived or anything. FINALLY after begging her and pestering she went over. I shouldnt have to beg my sister to come hang out with me. I told her this last year, that she didnt want to hang out with me because she thinks shes too cool for us. OH yeah. I like to fight with her, dont get me wrong I LOVE to pick fights with her but when she starts talkin bull shit like that I want to pull the stick out and beat her with it! I hate the fact that she lets everyone on facebook know about whats goin on with her and when something MAJOR like my brother in law getting deployed (to destinations UNKNOWN) I have to read about it on facebook and then hear about it through our mom. Yeah I understand that you may be bummed out because ur man is takin off. But I didnt even know he was coming into town today until my mom said something about it. All I wanted was for him to spend some time with my little Damian and I wanted to bless him. (side note: for those of you that dont know I practice witchcraft) I am not going to let him go out there without communication with the rest of the world without knowing that my juju is gonna help keep him safe. At least it will help me feel better. Tonay. I really do love my brother in law. Sometimes we have not seen eye to eye. Even through some shit, he still seems to amaze me. Honestly I thought he would have left my sister when she got pregnant. Little does he know that if he did he would be out some where in the desert. I'm glad that he has stepped up and really got his shit straight. I'm very proud of him. Hes a reformed gansta lol plus hes really a hip cat to kick it with. What amazes me most of all is how he puts up with my sister. Man has the patience of a saint. This is where I say good night. I have been cleaning all day, I have a chance to unwind with my love. I have a banana beer and some video games to tend to. Glad my little man is having a good night. He hasnt woke up yet and the medicine seems to be helping.
Another day, another time.
Sew Ducky Sew
Thursday, February 24, 2011
How I get my jollies
Do you know how much I love being able to do what I want and work the way I know how to efficently work!?
Do you know how OCD I am when it comes to little stupid stuff that shouldnt matter?
Do you know I will totally nail your ass to the wall if you lie on your unemployment claim?
I have pretty much been given free reign over a fair amount of stuff at work. If for some reason someone down the line questions what I am doing (officially I am not suppose to do this) then I can turn around and direct them to my Boss Man. I do like doing investigations and I am totally bad fucking ass at this stuff. Yes I actually LOVE what I do for my 8-5. I have actually been there for two years offically 02-12. It doesnt seem like it though. I have absorbed SOOOO much of what goes on in a semi disfunctional government office. Office politics, gossip, whos fuckin who, and why someone is still in the position they are in, etc.. Okay let me give you a quick run down on what I do... Answer phones, take the info about the last employer, investigate missing wages (sometimes employers will fuck you over), discuss eligibility. Well that is the simple version. At my level I am not suppose to do much else except answer general UI benefits questions, take the claim, and address payment request issues. TRUST me there is a whole ugly side to all this... There is a whole list of other issues that need to be addressed on claims. If you are under a contract with a school district, if you dont have transportation, child care, or were sick, I have to obtain your info and send it to someone else who will say pay money or not. NOW instead of sending it off to someone else I get that privilage. I follow the Texas Unemployment Compensation Act (TUCA) law to the freakin letter, and I follow what the DOL has set forth for us. YES we have the dept of labor down our fucking throats. I am being groomed for the fraud unit and I get my jollies out of bustin people in a lie. I am getting all giddy thinking about it! I am now given special assignments from Boss Man, who just happens to get them from his boss who told him to have someone take care of it. I just happen to be that someone to take care of it. Just because I know what the hell I am doing. I am going to blow these mofos out of the water whenI get to the adjudications dept.
ENOUGH ABOUT WORK.
Boogie monster of mine is feeling poochie. Poor baby his teeth are buggin and hes got a cough that wont quit. My little man. I dont know how to make him feel better. I did find him some homeopathic medication for 2+ that helps with runny nose, fever, cough, and other cold like symptoms. Im so glad I found it.
I have been exhausted lately, mentally and physically. I still havent finished Danny Loves MP3 player case, plus wever been working on Tshirts for my brothers company. They have been asking me about the shirts for the company forever and they never came through with a design, or with shirts or an actual order. When I asked them for the info I needed I got nada. I thought he was going to go somewhere else and get them done but he called me a few days ago and asked me to go over to talk about the shirts. He expects me to have them all for him tomorrow... DOUBT it. I really do not think he knows what the hell goes into making screen printed Ts. Its very time consuming and with all the issues I have been having, I am basically doing the damn shirts for free. I'm not makin money. Oh fuckin well right. He expects them in 5 mins and that isnt going to happen as soon as this image is burned I am going to sleep...
Well not really to sleep just to bed with my love. I couldn't immagine a night without mommie daddie time. TRUST ME... YOU NEED YOUR TIME ALONE WITH YOUR SIGNIFIGANT OTHER OR EVERYTING WILL ALL GO TO SHIT. Get down and fuckie with your baby. DANCE...
oh yes sleep is needed.
BROWN CHICKEN BROWN COW!!!
DIY OR DIE!
Another day, another time.
Sew Ducky Sew
Do you know how OCD I am when it comes to little stupid stuff that shouldnt matter?
Do you know I will totally nail your ass to the wall if you lie on your unemployment claim?
I have pretty much been given free reign over a fair amount of stuff at work. If for some reason someone down the line questions what I am doing (officially I am not suppose to do this) then I can turn around and direct them to my Boss Man. I do like doing investigations and I am totally bad fucking ass at this stuff. Yes I actually LOVE what I do for my 8-5. I have actually been there for two years offically 02-12. It doesnt seem like it though. I have absorbed SOOOO much of what goes on in a semi disfunctional government office. Office politics, gossip, whos fuckin who, and why someone is still in the position they are in, etc.. Okay let me give you a quick run down on what I do... Answer phones, take the info about the last employer, investigate missing wages (sometimes employers will fuck you over), discuss eligibility. Well that is the simple version. At my level I am not suppose to do much else except answer general UI benefits questions, take the claim, and address payment request issues. TRUST me there is a whole ugly side to all this... There is a whole list of other issues that need to be addressed on claims. If you are under a contract with a school district, if you dont have transportation, child care, or were sick, I have to obtain your info and send it to someone else who will say pay money or not. NOW instead of sending it off to someone else I get that privilage. I follow the Texas Unemployment Compensation Act (TUCA) law to the freakin letter, and I follow what the DOL has set forth for us. YES we have the dept of labor down our fucking throats. I am being groomed for the fraud unit and I get my jollies out of bustin people in a lie. I am getting all giddy thinking about it! I am now given special assignments from Boss Man, who just happens to get them from his boss who told him to have someone take care of it. I just happen to be that someone to take care of it. Just because I know what the hell I am doing. I am going to blow these mofos out of the water whenI get to the adjudications dept.
ENOUGH ABOUT WORK.
Boogie monster of mine is feeling poochie. Poor baby his teeth are buggin and hes got a cough that wont quit. My little man. I dont know how to make him feel better. I did find him some homeopathic medication for 2+ that helps with runny nose, fever, cough, and other cold like symptoms. Im so glad I found it.
I have been exhausted lately, mentally and physically. I still havent finished Danny Loves MP3 player case, plus wever been working on Tshirts for my brothers company. They have been asking me about the shirts for the company forever and they never came through with a design, or with shirts or an actual order. When I asked them for the info I needed I got nada. I thought he was going to go somewhere else and get them done but he called me a few days ago and asked me to go over to talk about the shirts. He expects me to have them all for him tomorrow... DOUBT it. I really do not think he knows what the hell goes into making screen printed Ts. Its very time consuming and with all the issues I have been having, I am basically doing the damn shirts for free. I'm not makin money. Oh fuckin well right. He expects them in 5 mins and that isnt going to happen as soon as this image is burned I am going to sleep...
Well not really to sleep just to bed with my love. I couldn't immagine a night without mommie daddie time. TRUST ME... YOU NEED YOUR TIME ALONE WITH YOUR SIGNIFIGANT OTHER OR EVERYTING WILL ALL GO TO SHIT. Get down and fuckie with your baby. DANCE...
oh yes sleep is needed.
BROWN CHICKEN BROWN COW!!!
DIY OR DIE!
Another day, another time.
Sew Ducky Sew
Monday, February 21, 2011
No Birthday for you!
Will the laundry ever end? I doubt it.
I only have a little bit of time before Damian's birthday. I dont know what were going to be doing for him. Like I told Beka earlier, "I dont think hes going to have a birthday party this year with his attitude..." I am kidding. Or am I? Its gonna be a rough year with him I can already tell. Terrible twos have been rearing their ugly head for a few months now. Recently the tanrums are getting worse and more frequent. Sometimes I just want to run away screaming like the crazy woman I am. Yesterday for example. My mother in law gave us little Skelanimals ornaments she found brand new in the box at a yard sale. I opened them when we got home so I can find a place to display my weird. I finally decided on the computer desk above the monitor. He saw me open the package and isisted on having one. I gave him the little doggie. The first words out of his mouth were thank you and then woof woof. No one said anything about it being a dog. He had fun playing with the little dog. Right up to the point where I said it was time for bed. ALL KINDS OF BABY HELL BROKE LOOSE! After all the crying and the fake boohooing FINALLY a little man went to sleep.
I took a moment to hang out some laundry. I took a little man out side with me. He had fun running around in this beautiful sunlight and breeze. But when I said lets go inside. He snapped back with a sharp NO, little finger pointed at me. I asked him nicely to come with me and I extended my hand, and he swatted it away. I picked him up and asked if he wanted some juice when we went inside and I got smacked in the face. Not just once, but twice. SCREAMING the whole way like I was beating him. I usually dont care when he throws his fits as long as he doesnt hit. I came very close to losin my cool. I hate it when he pushes it this far. Lets see if he takes a nap. I need a chill baby for a trip to town. We need to renew our insurance and I am NOT going to Las Cruces. Note to self NEED MORE CLOTHES PINS, and a bag to put them all in. Gotta find a place for these last few shirts and pairs of pants.
I'm gonna get working on Dannys MP3 player cover
Another day, Another time.
Sew Ducky Sew
| Basics: | |
|---|---|
| Name: | Danger Duck |
| Date of Birth: | 02-13 |
| Birthplace: | New Mexico |
| Current Location: | New Mexico |
| Eye Color: | Green |
| Hair Color: | Currently Purple |
| Height: | 5 ft nothin |
| Heritage: | Native American, German, Spanish, and a lil Mesikan thrown in there to sweeten the pot |
| Piercings: | 6 |
| Tattoos: | 10 |
| Favourite: | |
| Band/Singer: | Blue October |
| Song: | to many to name |
| Movie: | |
| Disney Movie: | Snow White & the 7 dwarves |
| TV show: | Currently Criminal Minds |
| Color: | Black and Pink |
| Food: | I love almost all food. |
| Pizza topping: | mmmmm pineapple |
| Ice-Cream Flavor: | Butter Pecan |
| Drink (alcoholic): | Long Island Ice tea |
| Soda: | Dr. Pepper |
| Store: | Mystical Palace |
| Clothing Brand: | my own |
| Shoe Brand: | Converse |
| Season: | spring |
| Month: | Feb |
| Holiday/Festival: | Halloween |
| Flower: | Orchids |
| Make-Up Item: | mascara |
| Board game: | Candy Land |
| This or That | |
| Sunny or rainy: | Both at the same time, Its happened before in this wonderful desert I call home |
| Chocolate or vanilla: | CHOCOLATE!!!!! |
| Fruit or veggie: | Both |
| Night or day: | As long as I can sleep I'll be okay |
| Sour or sweet: | Sweet |
| Love or money: | Love |
| Phone or in person: | Person |
| Looks or personality: | Personality |
| Coffee or tea: | COFFEEEEE!!!!!!!! |
| Hot or cold: | warm |
| Your: | |
| Goal for this year: | |
| Most missed memory: | The ones I could never make with a family memeber. |
| Best physical feature: | eyes |
| First thought waking up: | Is that little boy awake yet? Oh yeah he is.. |
| Hypothetical personality disorder: | |
| Preferred type of plastic surgery: | none |
| Sesame street alter ego: | |
| Fairytale alter ego: | |
| Most stupid remark: | Cut it out... I would but I dont have scissors |
| Worst crime: | not killing stupid people |
| Greatest ambition: | |
| Greatest fear: | elevators |
| Darkest secret: | you will never know |
| Favorite subject: | mehhh |
| Strangest received gift: | .... |
| Worst habit: | bite nails |
| Do You: | |
| Smoke: | yep |
| Drink: | when the mood strikes |
| Curse: | like a sailor |
| Shower daily: | I try. |
| Like thunderstorms: | yep |
| Dance in the rain: | yep |
| Sing: | loud and obnoxious... yeahhh |
| Play an instrument: | just the magical bean flute |
| Get along with your parents: | Yep |
| Wish on stars: | On occassion |
| Believe in fate: | ... |
| Believe in love at first sight: | YES! oh yes i do. |
| Can You: | |
| Drive: | yep |
| Sew: | you better bet your sweet ass I can... |
| Cook: | Betty Crocker doesnt have anything on me |
| Speak another language: | que? |
| Dance: | no. |
| Sing: | Yep. |
| Touch your nose with your tongue: | No, ya weirdo. |
| Whistle: | my happy little tune. |
| Curl your tongue: | Yep |
| Have You Ever: | |
| Been Drunk: | many times |
| Been Stoned/High: | Si . |
| Eaten Sushi: | No. |
| Been in Love: | I still am in love with him. |
| Skipped school: | Many times |
| Made prank calls: | a few in my day |
| Sent someone a love letter: | yep |
| Stolen something: | yep |
| Cried yourself to sleep: | yep |
| Other Questions: | |
| What annoys you most in a person? | .... i cannot answer that in this little survey. MANY THINGS ANNOY ME ABOUT STUPID PEOPLE!! |
| Are you right or left handed? | Right. |
| What is your bedtime? | When ever I feel like it |
| Name three things you can't live without: | Danny, Damian, Sewing stuff... Okay danny and damian arent things but I cant live without them. |
| What is the color of your room? | blah |
| Do you have any siblings? | yep 2 brother and a sister |
| Do you have any pets? | yep |
| Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? | Na.. I'll do it for free. lol |
| What is you middle name? | |
| What are you nicknames? | Duck |
| Are you for or against gay marriage? | Who cares |
| What are your thoughts on abortion? | It shouldnt be used as a method of birth control. If you cant keep your legs shut or use a condom, then deal with it. However if a mamas health is in danger or someone is a victem of a sexual assult by stranger or family member and happens to get preggers because of it than that woman has a right to terminate pregnancy |
| Do you have a crush on anyone? | MY Danny Love |
| Are you afraid of the dark? | Kinda |
| How do you want to die? | ... |
| What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? | I dunno like 4 |
| Would you take a bullet for the one you love? | Yes |
| What is the last law you’ve broken? | Speeding. |
| In a Member of the Opposite Sex: | |
| Hair color: | Danny |
| Eye color: | Danny |
| Height | Danny |
| Weight | Danny |
| Most important physical feature: | Danny |
| Biggest turn-off | Someone Not Danny. |
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Saturday, February 19, 2011
We have said many times before that all the new babies coming into our extended family will get some special gifts made with love. Today we delivered out welcome to the world package for little Lyra. Last night we got down on some tyedye and I finished up the diaper bag. It was a very trying night and I wasnt able to give my pillow some head until about 3:45am. I doubt I will be making another diaper bag in that style again. I guess thats what I get for butchering 2 patterns and coming up with this one. I may give it one more shot. Maybe alter it a little bit to give it more of a purse like feel.. I dunno just yet. Next on my list of creations is Dannys MP3 case, my moms window treatments and a blankie for Squeakie. Beka had actually got me some bad ass material for my birthday and I have to find the right kind of fabric to go with so i can make a new purse for my self. I still dont know what I am going to use the peace symbol print for but i'll think of something. :)
We have never really had troube getting Damian to eat. It seems like since hes finally getting teeth he doesnt want any of the good stuff any more. I hope its just a phase and passes by without side effects. I look at him and he looks so skinny to me. I know he eats, and eats well. He is probally going to end up like my brothers. They can pack it away and still not gain weight.
I've had so many adventures this week almost all have been pleasant. Last night I went to a Passion Party. It was hosted by my friend Dee. It was a fun relaxing evening with ladies I enjoy being around. It was great just to act like a woman, without having to be on the mom clock. I enjoyed looking at adult toys and marital aides. I'm not shy, and if it were just me I may need some of the devices available, but my Danny love knows what hes doing so we dont have to worry about that. There is this one perfume available through the catalogue and it just smells OMG fantastic. Most the time perfumes make me smell really bad, but this one was wow. It even smelled different for everyone who tried it. I cant wait until it comes in. :) I know that people think that dildos and sex toys are for those crazy fettish weirdies. Well Okay i may be a weirdie but not that weird. Noooo my husband will not be replaced by plastic. Yuck. Though they do have some nifty enhancers, lotions and creams. Its not porn. Its confidence in your sexuality as a woman, a wife, and couple.
Okay I'll get off the sexy sex sex soap box for a moment to bring you these images
We have never really had troube getting Damian to eat. It seems like since hes finally getting teeth he doesnt want any of the good stuff any more. I hope its just a phase and passes by without side effects. I look at him and he looks so skinny to me. I know he eats, and eats well. He is probally going to end up like my brothers. They can pack it away and still not gain weight.
I've had so many adventures this week almost all have been pleasant. Last night I went to a Passion Party. It was hosted by my friend Dee. It was a fun relaxing evening with ladies I enjoy being around. It was great just to act like a woman, without having to be on the mom clock. I enjoyed looking at adult toys and marital aides. I'm not shy, and if it were just me I may need some of the devices available, but my Danny love knows what hes doing so we dont have to worry about that. There is this one perfume available through the catalogue and it just smells OMG fantastic. Most the time perfumes make me smell really bad, but this one was wow. It even smelled different for everyone who tried it. I cant wait until it comes in. :) I know that people think that dildos and sex toys are for those crazy fettish weirdies. Well Okay i may be a weirdie but not that weird. Noooo my husband will not be replaced by plastic. Yuck. Though they do have some nifty enhancers, lotions and creams. Its not porn. Its confidence in your sexuality as a woman, a wife, and couple.
Okay I'll get off the sexy sex sex soap box for a moment to bring you these images
We really had fun doing the tyedye, and that diaper bag came out totally bitchen!
Another day, another time.
Sew Ducky Sew
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
New Blog
So I will be working on the whole blog thing when I have some time. When does a mommie ever have time? Also I will post pics of my sewing projects. I think some introductions are in order.
I am Ducky. 26 yrs old and from the middle of no where. My loves are Damian Cain my son. Daniel my Numnums. Bruno my old fat dog. Spike my orange mew.
Thats all that I can think of right now. I'm not in the mood to type.
Ducky
I am Ducky. 26 yrs old and from the middle of no where. My loves are Damian Cain my son. Daniel my Numnums. Bruno my old fat dog. Spike my orange mew.
Thats all that I can think of right now. I'm not in the mood to type.
Ducky
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