So I have many H words to use and so many f bombs to go with them.
I really hate to say hate but there are some things I truly hate with a passion. People are one of the things I hate. Don't like 'em. I know it's gonna be some lonely times.
Honesty... I fucking hate honesty. It gets people into waaaay to much shit. I have come to find that I can not be honest with someone for the most part. Many people do not like the fact that when I am being honest I don't censor myself, and I won't sugar coat it. I will give you my opinion as best as I feel I can express it, and if the subject matter is just something that happens to strike a nerve, well thats your nerve not mine. I have been accused of being rude, cold hearted, insensitive, and all around bitch. Yep. That's me. I take responsibility for that. All of it. But I will not change who I am. I have given people another chance but recent encounters in my work life and personal life have led me to belive that I was right the first time. reading this you may say to your self what a horrible negative person... No not horrible at all. I have grown up, developed a moral compass and realized that I will not have a second chance at life ever. I do not have time for individuals who wouldnt have time for me unless there was something in it for them. I will not waste my breath talking to a brick wall, why bother right?
I have a mantra at work taped to my computer monitor and its been there since I started working there...
"when things go bad, don't go bad with them."
Another day.
Another time.
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